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Send out an S.O.S. call
It's a quarter past four in the morning
The storm broke our second anchor line
Four months at sea, for months of calm seas to be pounded
The shallows off the tip of Montauk Point
In calm rows, they travel fast and alone
One hundred foot faces of God's good ocean gone wrong
They call, "Love is a risk to always get hit out of nowhere by some wave and end up on your own"
The hole in the hull defied the crew's attempt to bail us out
Flooded the engines and radio
Half-buried bow
Your tongue is a rudder, steers the whole ship, sends your words past your lips, keeps me safe behind your teeth
But the wrong words will strand you
Come off-course while you sleep
Sweep your boat out to sea
You're dashed to bits on the reef
Vessel groans, the ocean pressures its frame
To the port I see the lighthouse through the sleet and the rain
And I wish for one more day to give my love and repay debts
The morning finds our bodies washed up thirty miles west
They say that the captains, they stash with the ship, through still and storm
But this ain't the Dakota and the water's cold
Won't have to fight for long
This is the end
This story's old but it goes on and on until we disappear
This is the calm
Calm me and let me taste the salt you breathe will heal me underneath
I am the one who haunts your dreams of mountains sunk below the sea… after the storm
I spoke the words but never gave a thought to what they all could mean
I know that this is what you want… right here with me
A funeral keeps both of us apart… washed up on the beach
You know that you are not alone
I need you like water in my lungs… this is the end |
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| 04:07pm 03/03/2005 |
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i googled the word pickles and found this image:
hello life. |
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| 08:17am 13/01/2005 |
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ok, so the trip was amazing but short. the weather was cold. school has started and its out of control. its stressing me out but i have come to the conclusion that i can only do so much. so i will continue on strong and whatever i finish, i finish. whatever i dont get done, well screw the college of education and athletic training. my days up until feb 1 are owned by the athletic training dept. 40 hrs in 2 weeks? i can pull it off, cant i? oh jeepers. |
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| Send my regards... |
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| 02:00pm 05/01/2005 |
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mood:  YAY!!! music: Keithy Urbany
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Dear Nashville,
I sincerely hope you are ready for a good time. I plan to do my best to enjoy all that you have to offer. That goes out especially to the Parthenon wanna-be:
( Read more... )
And as for Tampa, dont you worry sweetheart, i'll be back soon enough. There will be good times had this semester. Especially since you are hosting the Jimmy Eat World concert and i am going. So hold on for just a little while longer (3 days).
I bid thee farewell! |
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| 03:14pm 28/12/2004 |
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sometimes i wish i could scrape the inside of my memory clean. take away these certain things that haunt me and make them go away forever. i would do the same with the caveties of my heart. my these feelings vanish. not ever think about them or replay their memories. the ones that i try so hard to outrun. start off fast for the first week or so, then they catch up. the ongoing chase.
i am ready to be back in tampa. |
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| 10:30am 14/12/2004 |
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HOLY CRAP! I PASSED PHYSICS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| 10:13am 14/12/2004 |
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all work and no play makes me tired...
so i have survived another semester in college. i wish life would stop traveling at warped speeds so i could take a minute to enjoy the scenery. blurry pictures are never as exciting as still shots. there is this double standard of being home. i like being around my family (dont get me wrong) but i hate being in cape coral. it always reminds me of how things were and how they will never be that way again. i mean all my friends have gone off to college and when we come back its never the same. its just weird. kinda wish you could go back to your favorite summer type weird. oh well... life goes on. im still alive and kickin'. i need fun in my life. so i think i shall create it.
ARTS AND CRAFTS |
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| no, i didnt write this... but it is my life |
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| 12:38am 10/12/2004 |
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mood:  studied out music: one more final to go
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Today we salute you stressed out college student during exam week. As you sit in your lonely cubical in the library, doped up on starbucks & aderol, you think to yourself, am I ever going to need to know this stuff in life? The distractions are tempting and you have suddenly diagnosed yourself with ADD along with advanced delusionary schizophrenia with involuntary narcissisticrage. I'm sure by now you know exactly what everyone is doing because you have checked your buddy list 800 times. Christmas break is just days away, and your prozac prescription will be in tomorrow. So crack open an ice cold bud light after that last exam, because for most of us, christmas will be spent in rehab. |
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| 10:31pm 17/11/2004 |
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mood:  is it really 61 outside?? music: 23
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where have i been lately? good question. i have no idea. its weird. i got in this funk for about a week. but i guess im back. back to what? i dont know. i just need to get out of school. break will come soon and i'll complain when that comes too. oh well, i realized its very freeing to accept your life for where you are at. i dont know but it brings freedom to me.
sometimes i just wish i could make up my mind. i keep asking for things and they come and i change my mind. now i just want it all to go away. its all so trivial and distracting.
the greatest question in my life is what classes will i be passing this fall? that and where is my best friend? gosh i miss her. |
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| 11:31pm 31/10/2004 |
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life is crazy...
i think that my first line is very fitting. its so funny how up and down things can be. i mean the best way to describe how i feel is good but bad. i know it makes no sense to you, journal, but its how i feel and i cant really help it. i mean im just in this really awkward spot (or so i feel). i think its because the semester is ending soon. its kinda like one of those things were you know something is going to end soon and you automatically psych yourself out. life is so fast right now. its good but i know im gonna do that hindsight is 20-20 thing and go WHY DID I MISS THAT!? and HOW COULD I HAVE LET THAT GO?!
i feel like a rubberband sometimes. my heart at one end, my mind at the other. they tug and tug and it rips a little more each time. eventually it stretches out and its not so tight but then at times it gets tighter. this is a bunch of mumbo jumbo.
some of the conversations i have with people are interesting. my mind wanders from subject to subject. and then i make up things and it gets outta control. i AM outta control. my brother turns 17 in a matter of minutes. happy birthday joshua jerome bachman
enough of this pish posh. im going to sleep... or not? |
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| 01:26am 16/10/2004 |
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mood: ELATED! music: Shawn McDonald
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tonight was a great great night!!!!
went to the parade with lori and nikole. it was so fun. we got so many beads (and we didnt even take our clothes off!!!)
after the parade we went to the "after party" and made candles. lori broke my candle. SORRY HEN, i maded that for you ;-) with all my love. heneritaville colors and all. but hen got a laugh out of the candle so thats all that matters!
after that madness of waiting in line with a crazy, we got into the sundome and got free juice and sat down for the festivities. we got wild and crazy in that place for free goods.
WAIT. rewind for a sec. so at the parade this boy steals a shirt ouf ot my hands. so i am fuming. i declared from that point on "IM GETTING A DANG SHIRT!!!!" so all night i spent tryin to get a free shirt.
so while in the sundome i got my free shirt!! i was hootin and hollerin. well then i declare "WE ALL GET T-SHIRTS!!!" and then lori and nikole both got 2 shirts a piece. we are machines! and then we also got a good laugh at hootie and Rocky who cant shoot hoops for crap.
then on the way back to the car we were walking past beta. there is this boy standing in his room, windows open, in his boxer briefs. so of course we all stop and stare and talk. it was so funny. so i start hollerin at him and he doesnt hear. so we all yell and finally he hears us and MOONS us. i was dying laughing. it was so funny.
oh another rewind! they gave away so much free stuff! i wanted a bball so badly but i managed 4 cups, tons of beads, free pizza, a free candle, a t-shirt, free candy, and a free key thingy. GO ME!
ok now its bed time. gotta get ready for the big game tomorrow. time to kick army's butt! |
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| 11:20am 15/10/2004 |
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i forgot that i am deathly allergic to cats.
when i went to the little convenient store last night, this boy told casey and i that he loved another boy. i asked him if he would love him when he was sober too. it was a very valid question at the time.
last night truely defined the differences in types of girls. im hanging out with like 7 girls and 1 guy. seriously... theyre all such pansies! i couldnt believe it. but it was still fun. we played truth or dare... why i dont know. that game is rediculous. its just a good excuse for people to be really nosey. and this group was REALLY nosey. poor andy was the only boy but a cute boy at that.
im comin up to tally nov 11-15 if i dont get an A or B on my physics test. oh dont you worry tally. im def. coming because there is only a 5% chance that i will get a B or better.
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| 03:37pm 14/10/2004 |
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an ADD moment from my head.
this girl in my history class has hair that looks like noodles! i swear. i was sitting there and she walked in and sat down in front of me and i just stared.
i talk to myself *OUTLOUD* way to much.
our toilet got sick and spewed out extra water all over the floor. good thing the floor is tile and has a little drain for these sort of issues. i was so tired this morning that when it happened i just stood there laughing.
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| 08:10pm 06/10/2004 |
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Dear Samantha Blair Bachman,
You have officially been owned. Your inability to perform up to par has deemed you stupid. Your punishment for being stupid is a trip to a tutor Wednesdays from 4-5. Maybe after this you wont be such a moron. Enjoy feeling stupid this fall 2004 semester and congratulations you idiot.
Sincerely,
Physics I without calculus
i gave in and got a tutor. makes me feel even more dumb. i cant even pronounce his name. i hope he teaches me how to be a successful physics star! hahahaha right.
next attempt to define my intellegence based on physics test scores:
Wednesday October 13.
heres to college! cheers |
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| 11:12pm 05/10/2004 |
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i dont wanna fall away from you
gravity is pulling me on down
study study study
dont fail
keep trying
dont screw up
are you taking time off? why?
keep pushing, harder this time
just a random list of the thoughts that enter my head on a daily basis. school has hit a new peak of frustration... |
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| 01:39am 04/10/2004 |
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today was awesome.
music is my aeroplane |
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| 02:49am 03/10/2004 |
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this sick thing is getting old.
today was pleasant |
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| 12:04am 28/09/2004 |
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Nsync rules your mom |
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